Im not sure why im writing in here now. I havent in MONTHS. But whatever. Me and Billy are still together and doing wonderful. Its been a rough 6 months though. But me and him have made it through all of it together. I wish that my family liked him, but one day me and him will prove that we're right for each other...and yea. School started it sucks ass. But whatever, keeping my grades up either way. Well thats all...Bye
Im sick of people taking there anger out on me. I try to make everyone happy damnit. I try. But I cant. And when I cant, everyone blames me for stupid Shit.
Kelsey, dont ever fucking yell at me for something i have no control over. That was none of problem at all. No im not friends with him, i havent had a conversation with him in months, just because i come in contact with him doesnt mean shit. You just needed someone to blame and it had to be me. Im not in control of his or anyone elses life. So dont ever go off on me for something that im not even remotely involved in. You can blame the people who did it. Dont fucking take it out on me.
Wow, I havent updated in forever! I used to all the time. But I suppose I just...dont have much to share with the world these days. Im still with Billy. Hes still muy perfecto. The Best. Spent the weekend with lacy and Billy again..lol but its fun nonetheless. Even thought we usually sit on our asses all weekend and watch tv, i love being around billy. He makes me smile no matter what. (plus my mom likes him......weird.) um....nothing interesting happening lately. Went to see my tamaalie to day...I woke him up (sorry Jamaal!) its was good though.
Im hate myself for wanting to make everyone happy. I try, knowing that It will never happen. I want to make billy happy..of course, and kelsey and lacy and my family. But I do something for one and the others get frustrated.
Off topic...but the other night sucked! To much fighting and drama! To many angry people. SIMMER DOWN.
Well, Im going to go drive myself crazy and find a new layout for this thing and then go to sleep. Night
